Sean Body - A Very Special Friend Indeed
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I’ve been a bit torn about how I record this event. On the one hand, what has Sean’s death got to do with a blog about running a bike tour company? On the other hand, any true account of my life over the last 2 years should make some mention of Sean’s struggle to overcome leukaemia, and the awful final days when he eventually lost.
I didn’t write anything immediately, because I imagined that any comments would lack perspective, but it seems disrespectful of me towards a friend who I loved dearly if I don’t mark his passing.
A few people reading this blog will already know that they knew Sean, but some of you may not know that you knew about him through his ownership of the specialist music bookshop and publishing company, Helter Skelter.
How I Met Sean
Sean and I worked together in the early nineties. I was running the European office of a Japanese software company, looking to recruit an accountant. A friend of a friend asked if I would meet a good pal of hers who had trained at KPMG with her, and was unhappy in his current job. I met Sean, we liked each other immediately, and as well as working together for a couple of years we’ve been friends ever since.
Helter Skelter
After about 2 years Sean left to set up a specialist music bookshop called Helter Skelter. Lots of people were aware of the shop - people travelled, literally, from all over the world and I heard Sean boast in a radio interview that Helter Skelter was the only music bookshop in the world. Mark Lamarr asked him how he knew this was true, and Sean said “I’ve been saying it for 5 years and nobody has ever contradicted me. People come from New York to visit our shop.” So I reckon it was true.
Lots of famous musicians visited the shop in Denmark Street, London, but the shop struggled from the day it opened. When I set up The Chain Gang, my office was half a mile away from Helter Skelter, and one of the things we had in common was sharing the travails of running a small business. As Sean once said to me, if you own a small business, when one door opens, another two slam in your face.
The salvation of Helter Skelter came with a move into publishing. If you read the obituary in the Guardian, you wouldn’t really understand how successful Helter Skelter the book publisher became. The irony is that when Sean was diagnosed with leukaemia in December 2005, 2 days after his 40th birthday party (aged 39, for some reason), he was living life to the full, on his own terms.
He’d become a keen surfer, had just returned from trekking in the Himalayas with two childhood friends, Patrick and Adrian, and was absurdly fit. He appeared on the TV series “SAS - Are You Tough Enough”, and it turned out the answer was no, not quite, but almost. He also ran a number of mountain marathons, and that’s how we all met Medium Sized Dave, or MSD.
Sean’s Influence
Sean came on the very first Chain Gang tour, along with his good friend Dave, named ‘Tantor’ after Tarzan’s elephant, for some reason. That was a very special week for me, and I’ll always remember cycling around the Dordogne with Helen, Sarah, Derek, Sean, Dave and Stéphane. It was a great week.
How’s this for an intriguing little coincidence? Several years later, Helen was working as a doctor with the Metropolitan Police, and worked alongside Inspector Adrian Usher, a friend of Sean’s since the age of 4 (and now Detective Chief Inspector, I’m proud to say).
Sean shared all the darkest days of The Chain Gang, between 1997 and 2001 when we were really fighting for survival, and he was a terrific help to The Chain Gang as well as a good mate to me. I see quite a lot of Dave Tantor, and we were both lucky enough to hear Adrian deliver a eulogy for Sean at his funeral last Friday - one of the funniest speeches I’ve ever heard.
As well as Dave, Pete McGee was there, a good friend of Sean’s, and my brother Mike, both of whom are guiding for us this summer. My Mum was there, one of our shareholders as well as a Chain Gang cyclist (Loire Valley), as were MSD and Joahanna, veterans of our Provence tour.
Damaris was there, who in early June will become the 2nd person to have completed every one of our seven tours, and Danny Daly, theatre guru, sports fanatic, and an alumni of our Dordogne and Provence trips. Claire was there, my sister’s best friend and Dordogne cyclist. So The Chain Gang was well represented, which is appropriate when you know how much Sean helped me.
If you’ll forgive me, I’d like to share a final thought. A shared favourite film was ‘Things To Do In Denver When You’re Dead’, starring Andy Garcia as Jimmy the Saint. In the film Jimmy and his gang share the concept of ‘Boat Drinks’, a mythical time in the future when you’ve made all your money, and you’re relaxing on the back of your boat enjoying a drink.
A few of us got into the habit of re-enacting Boat Drinks each year, as often as not on a Thames riverboat, until Sean fell ill. I’m struck by how much this illustrates that Sean was the glue that held a lot of people together. I know that Adrian, Pete, Dave Holmes (Hovis), Simon, MSD, Dave Tantor and Phil the Brief will know exactly what I mean when I propose “Boat Drinks” in honour of my very special friend Bookshop Sean.
Goodbye mate, and thanks for everything.
Written by Bernard Dugdale - Visit WebsiteThis entry was posted on Tuesday, May 6th, 2008 at 12:47 pm and is filed under Personal. Find similar posts by selecting and of the following tags: good friends. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.
on May 8, 2008 at 9:36 pm Nothing to Declare » Farewell, Sean Body wrote:
[...] to give him any extra hassle, though as a friend I was wanting to be around. But still, I see from others that he had some lovely people around him, which ultimately, is all any of us could ever hope [...]
on May 12, 2008 at 12:03 pm Mike-We-Like? wrote:
Bernie, Mike from the shop here. Just seen your post and want to say that that’s something really special. I know he would have appreciated it. I said to Maeve that I was proud to meet a lot of his family and friends and I would like to meet sometime with you, Dave and whoever to toast Sean, especially since we didn’t get to in Sheffield, though I had a quick drink with Tim (will also keep you posted on a tribute/benefit night idea that’s being bandied about) - it seems almost unbearable that he wouldn’t be there, but it should be done. Feel free to mail me at work address above, will always welcome a mail from you Bern. Cheers and Boat Drinks!
on May 13, 2008 at 2:54 pm Bernard Dugdale wrote:
Mike, great to hear from you, and it’s nice to feel that sense of solidarity. I received a message from Dave just this morning - do you fancy meeting up this Friday? Pete Burton will be there too. Can you send me your mobile, and we’ll keep in touch hopefully aiming towards Friday.
All the best.
Bernard
on May 14, 2008 at 8:07 am Jon Collins wrote:
Bernard, thanks for sharing this and the pictures. A special guy indeed.
Best, Jon
on May 14, 2008 at 9:22 am Bernard Dugdale wrote:
Jon, I’m delighted to hear from you.
I read your blog comment, and of course it was about the other side of Sean, his professional side, that I didn’t see. It comes as no surprise to learn how good he was, and that he took his admirable personal qualities into his business.
Your comments about Sean made me very proud, thanks. Although he did like some very strange music.
Bernard
on May 19, 2008 at 11:01 pm Jon Collins wrote:
Good to hear from you too Bernard. That he did, aye, that he did
on July 2, 2008 at 8:34 am Julian Palacios wrote:
Sean was a magic man. I was a starving writer working on my first book, and Sean invited me to sit at a table in his shop and freely reference any book in the store for as long as I wanted. Most small business owners would have run me off, but not Sean. I owe a lot to his initial enthusiasm and interest. He will be missed.
on July 11, 2008 at 7:53 pm Alan Lakey wrote:
I had shopped at Helter Skelter for many years without knowing Sean. During 1998 I began writing a biography of The Pretty Things and having been told of his interest in esoteric projects I telephoned Sean.
Havng read a formatve chapter he was intrigued and promised to publish it, which he did in 2003.
Sean became a friend and a client and his death is a very sad loss to not only his many friends but also to London and the publishing world.